vrijdag 30 juli 2010

High school..

This year will be my fifth year in high school. I'm in my fourth year cause I had to do this year again. Which means new class, new students and a completely new school year. And you know what? I'm so so so excited! I simply can't wait for the summer break to be over. I really want to start all over. A fresh start. (:
I know many people hate high school. I was one of those people for four years. But I'm not anymore. I finally learned that high school doesn't mean a thing. It's this really small part of your life. Of course, you 'find yourself' in high school and you're gonna need it for your future. But it's not like you're all done when you've finished it. Some people never find themselves. I think I've already found a big part of myself. I'm only sixteen though so who knows?
There's one thing I do know for sure though. Everyone who's trying to be popular in high school, is an idiot. You know why? Because nobody's gonna care when you graduate. You'll probably won't even speak to any of your classmates when you're done. Maybe one or two but that's it. Everyone's going in a different direction. So why bother putting so much effort in being popular when you'll only be it for a few years. It's probably not even 5% of your life!
You know what I'm gonna do this year? I'm gonna learn so hard that I'll graduate with A's. I'm gonna be myself and I'm gonna have friends around me who are real. Because I don't need to have tons of friends and I don't need a high school boyfriend. I just need to pass and have some fun with people who like me for who I am. That's all I need. If I have that I know I'll be okay. I know I'll have a great future because I had a great past. I had a real and honest past.

xoxo.

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